The Book of Enos
So I'm starting a new project - From now till the end of the year I'm going to write each week my
thoughts and notes on what I'm reading in the Book of Mormon, following the
Come Follow Me schedule.
I know we're a quarter of the way through the year,
but better now than never right? Anyways, hope you
like it! Here's what stuck
out to me in the book of Enos!
(also - it might be
helpful to have your scriptures with you when you read this, cuz I'm just going
to go
verse by verse on any insight I gained. Probs won't make sense if you
read this like a normal blog)
Verse 2: I like how he wrestled before God, not with god. The wrestle is with ourselves.
V3. Some background to who Enos is. Enos was the
son of a prophet. I'm thinking Footloose pastors kid
kind of rebel. He heard
his dad Jacob preach and teach his whole life, and what were the two things
that
finally sunk in? Eternal life, and the joy of the saints.
Fast forward to the
end of his life he records in V27, those two
things seemed to have the biggest impact
on his life.
These two things
sunk into his heart during the hunt, a time of quiet isolation.
Maybe social
distancing is as good time as any to have some quiet isolation. Set apart a
time to unplug
from the world let the words of Christ sink into your hearts.
Sounds dramatic? Then make it dramatic.
I think often what
is keeping us from God may not be transgression, but distraction. It's crazy
how seldom
we are alone in our own thoughts.
V4. We tend to focus on the length of his prayer,
but how about the depth? "I cried unto him in MIGHTY prayer".
We pray so many
times as members of the church. But how many of them are mighty?
I think sometimes we
think it's more about the prayer, than it is the participation in the prayer.
Think back
to a time you went to the
dinner table ready to pray and someone says "don't worry we already blessed
it".
Doesn't that seem off to you? Do we really think prayers are meant to
"strengthen and nourish" our bodies?
Or is it just a great time to
give thanks? My friends think this is silly but I purposefully don't ever pray
to bless
the food during a "food" prayer. Yes God turned water into
wine but I don't think he turns pie into vitamins and
protein.
End of V4, I like the imagery. "when the night came
I did still raise my voice high that it reached the heavens."
What if prayers were
visible? What if they were balloons? How high would mine go?
Also notice the word
choice of Enos. He writes "I cried
unto him", "raise my
voice", in Verse9 "pour out my
whole soul".
I love how the word
"Say" is NEVER associated with prayer in the scriptures. Except once,
because the
sacrament prayer must be said exactly. I'm going to make it a goal
when I'm a dad to never ask my kids:
"have you said your prayers yet?"
V5 He is forgiven and V6
his guilt was "swept away".
Repentance is hard.
But often equally as hard, is allowing ourselves to feel forgiven. I know I've
gone
through some tearful repentance, and still maintained a heavy feeling of
guilt afterwards. (synonyms for guilt:
ashamed, blameworthy, culpable, deserving
reproach or punishment.) So if am weighed down with guilt after
repentance,
while Enos' guilt was swept away like the '07 Cavaliers, I might be doing
something wrong.
So how did he do it?
See V6.
"I knew that God could not lie."
Joseph Smith said
the 2nd key principle in exercising Saving Faith in God, is knowing what God is
like.
Understanding this
about God, that He cannot lie, allows us to trust that it is done.
V7. Enos asks how is it done. Paraphrased: "I
believe that it is done, but how does it work?"
I think Enos might
have been asking for the mechanics behind it all.. how does forgiveness work?
I've
wondered it too. Kind of random, but I don't believe in magic. I think
when water was turned to wine or
when the loaves and fishes were handed out,
there was a logical explanation behind it. (just that Jesus was
performing
physics on different level above our understanding.) So I'm very curious, if
there is a similar
celestial logic behind how sin is wiped away by the
atonement. I can't even begin to fathom an explanation,
all I know is that it
does.
Regardless, if there
is or not such an explanation, Enos didn't get that answer. God simply replied:
"because of your faith".
Faith allows the
atonement to erase your sins. I picture God saying here "…Let me worry
about the mechanics….
Trust me that when I say you are forgiven, ye are
forgiven. Know that I cannot lie. And you will be able to
feel that forgiveness
flow into you."
Fun fact of the day,
in 3th grade I was given a little green ribbon by my teacher as I was dubbed
"Most Curious"
that year. That was probably Mrs Powell's way of
saying I was that annoying little kid who would not stop a
sking questions. And
I've learned that this curiosity can cause me to stumble if I'm not careful.
The important part
in understanding the atonement, repentance, revelation, etc., is not receiving
a detailed
explanation of them, but EXPERIENCING THEM.
I once had an elder
in the mission tell me to my face I was the worst missionary he had ever worked
with.
Ironically that was near the end of my mission and while I certainty
wasn't the best teacher out there, I knew
that I was teaching a simple people, los
Paraguayos. Big in heart, little in classroom education. (and I hope
that no
one takes that as a diss. If I had to pick to be gifted in one of the two,
hands down big in heart.)
Anyways, I decided not to teach things like the story
of Adam and Eve, and I did not try to explain the
cause and effects of the
fall. To that elder's credit I was skipping a pretty crucial part in the plan
of salvation.
To this day I don't know if I was wrong in doing so, but I can
sure tell you many stories of how those
Paraguayans experienced the atonement, in a way unique to them.
If we can help
people experience the atonement, they will understand it even if they don't get
the mechanics.
If we can help
people experience revelation, they will understand it even if they don't know
exactly how the
Holy Ghost works.
You can trust the
outcome even when you don't understand how it's done.
Okay moving on in
the chapter!
V9 you see that the repentance that just took
place is like a drop of water rippling out; the epicenter for many
good things
to come.
- Now he feels a desire for the welfare of his people
- Faith becomes unshaken
- He prayed even more, after he had already been praying all day long!
V13 One of the most prophetic prayers I can think
of. The things Enos prayed for were so specific, and they
so accurately
depicted what actually happened hundreds of years later, that it makes you
wonder: Was that
Enos praying to God? Or are these God's words to Enos, then
back to God?
Side note: See 3rd
Nephi 19:24 "it was given unto them
what they should pray".
Sometimes the best
prayers are the ones God whispers in our ears like a little kid. "ask me
for this, thank me
for that."
V14 this one goes out to all the parents who are
struggling to pass their faith on to their kids. Your struggles
may seem to be
in vain, but pay attention to Enos' words: "At the present". That is
Enos not giving up on them.
They're not yet
home, my efforts have not yet been
successful. Sometimes we have to wait till their hearts are soft,
maybe till
they go off on a hunt and are left to their own thoughts. Maybe things they've
heard over the years
will sink deeper into their heart.
V15 In the words of my friend skyler mousely… Classic scripture right here. "Whatsoever
thing ye shall ask
in faith, believing that ye shall receive in the name of
Christ, ye shall receive it."
V17 Another example where Enos' knowledge of truth
blessed him…
I knew he couldn't
lie -> my guilt was swept away
I knew God kept his
word -> my soul did rest.
V18 how about that word choice: Required. When's
the last time you required something of the Lord? Probably
need faith level 100
for that. But maybe God wants us to get there. Asking things of God, by all
means, is a great
thing for all of us to do. But maybe God hopes our faith will
get to the point where we "require" things of Him,
because a) we know
he'll deliver, and b) we have sincere heart and real intent on following
through on our end.
Or maybe I'm just ranting at this point, idk.
Ending with V26 and V27.
Enos declared these truths his whole life, and rejoiced in them. I think that
is the
difference between a great missionary and a robot missionary. A great
parent and parent who pushes.
One preaches what they know, the other preaches….
But they do it joyfully.
You have to love this stuff if you ever hope someone
else will come to love it through you.
Goodnight / good day
/ good luck with whatever you have going on right now. Hope you're out there
finding joy :)

Been thinking about the thought, "What if your prayers were visible?" Been helpful to think about the depth and breadth of them rather than the task of it. Thanks for the perspective!
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